craftgrrl | Thank you everyone. (Reply)

Thank you for all your thoughts, prayers and ideas. I wanted to thank each one of you but I have no energy. My mind needs to stay busy but words are hard to form.

My sister's service will be Sat. under the stars in a park she liked, I bought silver edged card stock that will be printed with her memory, a neighbor of my mom's is letting us use a tent, we have chairs and a table, I found celestial paper to print poems on and frame, we are setting her favorite candles out, I bought blue and blue-green (her colors) flat marbles to set on the table, my mother's friend is speaking, I bought gel pens and a book to write things down and pass around, my boyfriend's mother is making my mom a scrap book...In a few days I may be back here and let everyone know what happened. I also want to do something nice for those that helped. I am thinking something a bit crafty is in order. Hand made always means more and is from the heart.

It has been hard and I hurt. I miss her. I got to visit her today and say goodbye. I talk to the stars because I know she is out there. I feel my sister.